I feel so stupid.
For one glorious day and a half, I was happy again.
I thought he was different, that we could have made it work.
I really liked him.
I still do, but I'm trying to keep it from showing.
He's with Casey again, and I don't blame him.
She's so beautiful, I don't see how he could have ever looked at anyone else.
From what he's said though, she treats him horribly, and I hate that.
I just want Jonathen to be happy, and if that's by letting him go and be with her, I will.
I have no claim to him anyway, so it doesn't matter.
One question though: will the pain and disappointments ever stop?
The small and large disappointments keep adding up.
And the snowball keeps rolling.
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