Even if you don't reply

Well, as some of you may have noticed (or not noticed as the case may be), I haven't been online as much. This is mainly due to my own feelings of worthlessness and not belonging here. It seems to be that even when fasting and restricting, I'm not losing any weight, and in some instances have even gained. I'm hoping that by returning, I will gain the support I've been needing. I am not asking for tips on how to break the plateau, and I'm not asking for anyone to tell me that I need to stop what I'm doing. I just need to talk to people who understand this feeling and will be able to respond without judgement. Even if you don't reply, thanks for reading this.