Here I am, sitting at my desk, wearing a To Write Love On Her Arms shirt and bracelet and a pair of jeans. TWLOHA is a non-profit organisation that provides help for those struggling with addictions, depression, self-injury and other problems. The irony? I'm contemplating cutting again.
The other night I cut so badly that I even went so far as to ask the girls and guys of PT for help. I was asked out by the guy sitting across from me at the mall yesterday, and I said yes. Unfortunately, I hate going to movie theatres, and I didn't know where this one was, so I couldn't go. Maybe we can meet at the mall or something this week.
In other positive news, I've finally broken free of the purging demon. It's still a struggle, but I know it's worth it in the long run. I won't stop restricting and fasting until I reach 70lbs. but at least I know now I can stop purging. I feel like I can do anything now. I am invincible.
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