Gained. Fuck.

93lbs.
Fuck.
This is fucking ridiculous. I've been restricting and I've been on my feet running back and forth for three weeks and I've gained. What's with that? I'm such a fucking failure. My meal plan for today:

• Egg white
• Crushed ice
• Coffee (if Dad left any in the pot)

I can't deviate from this plan, and I'll stick to it until I see results.